Small Changes

While going through my old posts, I noticed a change in myself. Looking back, I'm unsure where I found the courage to be so open. Reading old blogs and comments makes me realize how much time has passed since I first wrote my entry. Halfway across the world, I've finally found the time to organize my blog. I can start with a clean slate.

The past three weeks have come and gone. At first, I felt uncomfortable in South Korea. Their values differ from the one I've grown accustomed to. While reading the newspaper on my way to Jeju Island, an article discussed the government's implementation of enforcing government employees to drive only every other day to work to cut down on emissions. The government employee who was interviewed did not give their full name. Instead, all that was released was their last name. To live in fear of being judged would certainly make me feel like I've lost my rights to express my thoughts. To live in fear of retribution is to live in a small cell.

This isn't to say that there aren't good things about South Korea. The subway system is amazing! There's always something to do till early morn. In this aspect, South Korea is more enjoyable. However the latest I've managed to stay out at night has been till midnight. The streets are dirty though and there's a distinct odour that envelopes you while you walk in the narrow sidewalks. There's always a traffic jam as cars switch lanes relentlessly. During busy hours, the subway cars are jammed with people trying to squeeze their way in. Summer here is humid. The moment you step outside, the sun beats down on you and before you know it, beads of sweat form on your face.

I have less than 2 weeks left in this country before I head home but I've managed to finally settle in. Today I'm going to visit the area I grew up in. They say it's changed alot. I wonder if it resembles anything to what's left in my memories.